I'm really not like you. Some of you may be, but very slim chance. Sometimes I feel like I need no friends. No, I don't hate the world, and no, I'm not (what most of you would classify) someone who is always sad.
This isn't random "Oh god, I hate everything. Sometimes I wish I didn't exist" about me. I know that at least 80 % of you would assume that from reading the beginning. This is real "about me". One that isn't based on something that I want people to THINK I am.
This is real me. I'm very independent. I like being myself. I like working on things by myself. I like doing everything by myself. I get lonely, yeah. It's hard when you are that type of person. People can't change how they are. They can try, and act like they change, but in reality, it's just them trying to impress you. I spend at least 70% of my day on the computer, I don't smoke or drink. To the people that say "Live life to the fullest and have fun drinking/smoking!"..ooooh please. You won't be saying that when you're on death bed because lung cancer or drunk driving. I like helping people. When a person falls down and drops their books, I'll be the person who is helping him or her pick them back up., not the person who is laughing with the crowed. I get hurt VERY EASILY. I take EVERYTHING you say to me to heart, even if you are just kidding. I rather watch a movie and eat dinner with you than go out to party. I'm not as shy as I was before. I can express my emotions SO MUCH BETTER through writing. It's easier to type what I feel rather than saying it.
I get really mad when people leave me fake comments. Please be real with me, and I'll be real with you. I believe in true love; and that you DON'T have to wait forever to find it.
I seriously HATE when people steal my ideas. Be unique, be something else rather than trying to be like me, please. My parents are amazing. They made me into what I am today.
If you ever break my trust, you will NEVER gain it back!
I'm sorry. I have been heart broken a few times by people. Take my heart, treat it like a cheap cloth, I don't care; I'll treat yours like it's being slaughtered. Getting out a two year relationship is hard. I learned not to trust people like I did before. She's happy now, and that is great for her. Now it is time to find my own happiness. Nobody said it was easy. I'll take it back to the start. I can't say I don't miss her, but I also can't say I'll want it any different. I don't think she figured out what love was. Hopefully I'll find someone for me very soon. I'm emotional. Not by the sense of crying; because I rarely cry at ALL. But by the sense that I take EVERYTHING to heart. Even if you are joking. Whatever you say affects me. Everything. I hate conceited people. Seriously, get over yourself.
I like school, there I can see all my friends.. every day. I put people first instead of myself first. I know, that's not always good, because I'm the one that is suppose to make myself happy, but seeing other people happy IS what makes ME happy. My name is Duy-Anh. NOT "Duy"...people always assume that.